I carried guilt and shame for years, thinking if I stayed strong and kept moving, it would somehow fade. But it didn’t. It just grew heavier, quietly shaping how I saw myself. It wasn’t until I stopped running and started speaking my truth that I began to feel free. Let It Go was created from that place. It’s a listening space for those who are ready to release the weight they’ve been carrying. A space where your story is met with compassion, not judgment. Together, we’ll unpack the guilt, soften the shame, and make room for grace to flow in. This is where healing begins, with honesty, gentleness, and the courage to finally let go.

For a long time, I mistook survival for strength. I stayed in spaces that drained me but ignored my boundaries—where emotional safety was optional and clarity was inconvenient. The more I tolerated, the more I lost sight of myself. Healing didn’t begin with forgiveness—it began with discernment. I had to unlearn the idea that being in toxic situations did not mean being valued. I started asking harder questions: Who benefits from my silence? What does safety actually feel like? Through therapy, spiritual grounding, and radical honesty, I began to reclaim my voice. I learned that healing isn’t always graceful—it’s gritty, disruptive, and deeply personal. Now, I hold space for others who are untangling themselves from toxic dynamics. You don’t have to explain your pain to be worthy of peace. You just have to choose it.

For years, I moved through faith spaces feeling both seen and silenced - adopted by doctrine but disconnected from my own spirit . My spiritual awakening wasn't gentle, it was a rupture. What followed was a reclamation of voice , boundaries and divine connection. Now, I hold space for others navigating spiritual warfare, religious experiences and the quiet ache of disembodiment. This offering is for those ready to re-enter their sacredness on their own terms.

Surviving homelessness and living off-grid taught me lessons most people never face. I've known hunger, isolation, discrimination or even the feeling of being invisible or not human when those who are strangers to struggle look down on you. I'm no stranger to the freedom of living life on the edge. Even now, with a stable home, electricity, and water, I sometimes miss the simplicity and raw independence of those days. Reintegration into "normal" society isn't easy - it takes resilience, patients, and self trust. Through my journey, I've learned how to navigate both worlds: honoring the survival skills I've gained while building a life of stability and purpose. I'm here to help others do the same - transforming survival into strength and struggle into empowerment.

Dogs are fiercely loyal; they endure the hardships of Life alongside us, without judgment, without pause. During my darkest times my dog was there - a constant study presence offering love even when I felt unworthy. Most people wouldn't choose recovery over loyalty, but dogs don't ask questions; they simply walk with you through the storm. My journey in recovery is intertwined with the bond I share with my dog teaching me patients, trust, and unconditional love. At bond has been a lifeline, a teacher, and a mirror for my own resilience, showing me that honoring and maintaining loyalty through recovery is possible and profoundly transformative.

My first awakening came at 23, when everything in my life suddenly simplified into one undeniable truth: love is what matters most. Not success, not perfection, not external validation: just love. Many near-death experiencers describe this same realization, that love is the core of everything: and I felt that truth awaken in me so clearly that it changed how I saw life, people, and purpose. Years later, in my 40s, a second awakening arrived: quieter at first, then powerful and expansive. Through deep meditation and the Gateway Experience, my inner world opened. My intuition sharpened, my awareness deepened, and abilities I never expected: psychic sensitivity, mediumship, subtle perception began to unfold naturally. Whether you're feeling expanded, confused, curious, or in transition, I help you make sense of what’s unfolding, stay rooted, and integrate your insights with clarity and emotional safety.

I’m an experienced intuitive reader and evidential medium, offering heartfelt guidance and clear, accurate messages from Spirit. My readings have received excellent reviews for their accuracy, depth, and emotional resonance. I read on Oranum for intuitive insights and offer evidential mediumship sessions on VerySoul, where I bring through detailed evidence and meaningful messages from loved ones in Spirit. I also have clairvoyance, clairsentience, clairaudience, & claircognizance: expressive, intuitive psychic gifts that capture the essence of spiritual experiences and messages. My work blends intuition, empathy, and spiritual attunement to create a space of clarity, connection, and trust. We can discuss your concerns, consult tarot, & I can provide wisdom & guidance.

Throughout my life, I’ve found people naturally gravitating toward me for healing. Heartbreak? They came to me. Goal setting and accountability? Me again. Helping others overcome challenges became my specialty. One of the most profound moments in my journey was when my mother, after years of confiding in me, fell into my arms in tears and told me that I had helped her heal from her childhood trauma. Me — her child — helped her heal. That moment changed everything. I realized that this gift and passion, nurtured over the years, could serve even more people if I paired my natural instincts with formal training. Today, I help individuals struggling with unresolved trauma and unidentified triggers find clarity, healing, and resilience. The truth is, at some point, everyone’s life is touched by trauma in some way. When that happens, the right support system and coping tools make all the difference. I am that support.

I know what it’s like to face silence from people who once shaped your world—to grieve those who are still alive, and to question your own worth in the aftermath. Over time, I’ve learned that estrangement isn’t just loss—it’s also rebirth. It’s the space where you begin to define family on your own terms. Estrangement is a coping tool in my family passed down for generations but I’ve chosen to break the cycle. We can talk about the complexities of it all together.

After my marriage of 10 years failed. I found my self lost and not sure what to do. I had three kids and not sure what I was going to do. Lucky I had my sister would I was able to live with. I was very down on myself. I was unable to find work due to lack of experience. Lucky I was able to get child support which was helpful. I had to seek out counseling. Doing that I began to realize my self worth. I learned positive self talk and that I had to love myself and that having a spiritual life will bring balance. Also setting healthy boundaries will keep you from becoming stressed and upset. Keeping and open minded and knowing that it takes 21 days to change a habit.

There have been stretches in my life where caring felt like a full-time job I didn’t have the energy for. I wanted things — connection, stability, meaning — but I was too tired, depressed, anxious, or overloaded to actually reach for them. Some weeks I cared so deeply I exhausted myself; other weeks, I couldn’t access any feeling at all. I kept thinking something was wrong with me because the desire was there, but the capacity wasn’t. What I eventually learned is that this isn’t laziness or apathy. It’s what happens when your nervous system is running on survival mode. The push-pull, the freeze, the bursts of energy followed by crashes — all of it made sense once I stopped seeing it as a personal failure I’ve lived in that tension for years, and I know how lonely and confusing it is to want a life you can’t consistently show up for. If you’re in that space where you still care , just not in a way that shows, I get it. You don’t need motivation advice; you need someone who understand

On the other side of the well known "Let Them" theory is a beautiful hidden path to finding your way home--I call it,"LET ME" I discovered this hidden gem long before the popular theory exploded, I found it quietly along my own personal path of healing and self discovery. Stemming from childhood trauma/wounds and being a deeply "sensitive" and empathetic female, the role of "people pleaser, door mat" seemed fitting so I embraced it vigorously. Coming from a generation of young girls conditioned to "be nice" left me drained emotionally, spiritually, and without a clue as to who I was and what I was meant to do and be. Over-giving and constant self-abandonment left me disconnected from my divine "Spiritual Home". I walk my personal path each day, a step at a time, empowered, aligned and protecting my peace and with great gratitude I am "letting me"--guilt free.

Anything that happens to us in life that causes periods of isolation, or you to reevaluate how you feel about yourself and your viewpoint of the world, can cause existential dilemma. I’ve gone through extended periods in life where I have faced health challenges that have removed me from the world for periods of time. In doing so, when we lose our day-to-day routines and societal interactions for whatever reasons,- illness, depression, loss, etc. -we begin to question our place in this world and what we stand for. We can often search for spiritual meaning or sometimes reevaluate our current spiritual or religious stance. Lots of different perspectives can arise when we approach life from a larger mindset; I would love to talk through this with you as someone who has explored many philosophies, and is not afraid to go deep into discussion. I welcome any subjective viewpoints and religious background into conversation and look forward to gaining insight from your individual experiences.

For 8-10 years of my life I struggled with drug addiction and homelessness. Even though I was an only child growing up I still felt like the black sheep or odd one out. Got thrown aside by most of my family because they all saw that I was destined to end up like a mom a drug addict bouncing from street to street or couch to couch. But in the struggles I have face and battles I had to go through I don't regret it one bit because it taught me many useful things like humility grace spiritual purpose and meaning just to name a few. Which in turn has helped me grow more compassion understanding and empathic. That 8-10 years journey has also taught me my spiritual purpose in life and gave me clarity to understanding many things and how blessed I actually am even though I grew up with very little. It helped me come to understand material wealth is nothing compared to spiritual wealth. I am now 7 months sober with a partner whom I live with and even with very little wouldn't trade it for world

I grew up in a religious group that controlled every part of my life, even down to how I thought and felt. It wasn’t just spiritual, there was abuse, betrayal, and deep wounds that shaped my sense of self. Leaving that community meant losing my family, friends, and the only life I had ever known. For years, I struggled with isolation, PTSD, and questioning everything I believed in. Through therapy, art therapy, journaling, and connecting with others who had walked similar paths, I began slowly rebuilding who I was outside of those walls. It took time to trust myself again, but today, I live freely, grounded in my own values and dreams. I now support others who are stepping away from controlling environments, helping them navigate grief, find their voice, and believe that life after leaving can be beautiful.

Since childhood I have been connected to my intuition and the spiritual world. I come from a long line of spiritual women and have always been able to see, sense, and simply know things beyond the physical. I have received visions, intuitive “downloads,” and guidance that helped me find meaning, hope, and direction during hard seasons. My gifts include clairvoyance, clairsentience, claircognizance, and card reading, and I pair these with tapping and grounding practices. I have also walked through deconstructing religion and redefining my relationship with spirituality. I believe everyone deserves the space to explore what resonates with their spirit, trust their inner knowing, and choose the path that brings curiosity, joy and understanding.

I've walked through disillusionment and the dark night of the soul - when everything I thought I knew about life, success and even myself, fell apart. I did everything the world said would bring happiness & fulfillment, yet found only emptiness where meaning should have been. In that darkness, I was stripped bare - forced to face my pain, my conditioning, and the illusions I once called truth. But it was there, in the silence, that I began to heal. Piece by piece, I rediscovered what cannot be taken - the light within, the quiet resilience of spirit, the knowing that wholeness isn't something to earn but to remember. My journey through the depths became my awakening. Now I walk with others through their own darkness, helping them see that even when all seems lost, the soul is never without light, but only waiting to be found again.

My parents would tell me I needed to be a doctor, or a lawyer or something of high profile in order to be valid and successful. Along these same lines, having been parentified as a child, I lost myself in expectations & demands that were placed onto me. Much later in life, after I had expressed my joy and hope for pursuing 'me', my father admitted that he never wanted that for me, but instead to simply 'fall in line and be like everyone else'. To say this was a shock to my spirit would be an understatement; but I never looked back - I simply knew what was within me was far greater than what was yet born into the world. Although it hasn't been easy, I am so happy to have committed to forging my own path and rediscovering my own personal essence; I've witnessed quite the miraculous along my path, and it is in having progressed through my own lived experiences that I will confidently profess: So Can You, my friend!

There is so much noise in the world - between social media, unlimited information, and even the noises - of family, loved ones, friends and even other voices, if you will. I have spent a lot of time cultivating discernment - first from understanding what my 'reality' was reflecting with the aforementioned noise, to going within and allowing myself to see what I was afraid to see, admit and even accept. When the suggestions of others didn't quite align with what I held to be true within, and the pressures forced me to act - largely from fear, I learned from pains I wouldn't wish for others: the pain of dishonoring myself. None have walked in my shoes; no one will walk in your shoes - and this is an important realization to grasp because at the end of the day, you and I are the only ones accountable to our thoughts, actions and life.

I’ve walked the narrow road between awakening and despair — where faith was tested by dogma, and doctrine seemed to silence the Living Word within me. There were nights I doubted my worth and days I felt far from God, yet His Spirit never left. He tore through illusion, pride, and pain until only truth remained — His truth. If you, too, have wrestled between belief and becoming, know this: you are not lost. You are being refined. Let us gather as those once broken and now made whole through the grace of Christ — not by religion, but by revelation. Come share your story of becoming, and let the Living God be glorified in us all.