I've been an animal lover all my life. If you can legally own it, I've probably had it as a pet- horses, goats, pigs, poultry, waterfowl, reptiles, invertebrates, dogs, cats, birds, amphibians, fish, rodents, and probably more if you gave me time to think about it. I've also worked in animal rescue and at a commercial pet store in addition to my own pet ownership, so animal death isn't a subject I'm unfamiliar with. But when those special animals we're blessed to be the stewards of for their time on earth pass away, it leaves us with a huge hole in both our hearts and day to day lives. Sometimes there are questions that crop up, like "Did I do enough?", "Was I really a good pet owner?", and "Will things ever feel normal without them?". Sometimes, we inadvertently cause an animal's passing through an accident, which leaves guilt, or the pain hits harder than a human loss we've experienced, which can complicate our grief. Life after animal loss is tough, but you're not alone.