My life has been full of beautiful memories and people. Unfortunately the negative seemed to always out weigh the positive situations in life. As a child my home life wouldn't even be described as a home life. My mother was addicted to anything she could get her hands on and my father was always gone for work. My mother moved us from couch to couch chasing he drugs and fun. I had 3 younger siblings at the time and was just trying to keep us alive. We were always dirty, scared, and hungry. I would do everything I could to keep them from the world my mother took us into. Going to soup kitchens, asking school for extra food to keep for dinner ex... eventually we were taken and placed with our grandparents. When we thought we were going to get relief, a whole new form of turmoil unfoled. Becoming a woman and getting married came with marital problems that I ended up seeking help of council for. Honestly I have lived many lives and learned to cope then the right way to cope.