I held a secret with me for over 30 years of my cousin molesting me when I was 5 years old. Growing up I always pushed it off in my mind as a dream but deep down it hendered my relationships moving forward. Until finally I wanted to find my light within myself to gain my life back. I seeked the support from my family and friends but it fell on deaf ears so I went to professional help and was able to express and break down what happened to me at an innocent 5 years old and healed that little boy in me though my 36 year old self. Now I am a better man and I am no longer tormented by those memories or my cousins grip on my life.